Hurtful

I was hurt so many times before. But never had I felt this empty before yesterday.
My dear grandfather was gone.
That sucks!
I love my grandpa, even though I didn't spend much time with him. He was my inspiration.
I can imagine how life will be in the future for my mom.
She was deeply hurt, inside her soul.
I felt like someone was squeezing my heart till it was broken and bleeding. I felt like an empty box which hardly can be opened up again.
I'm closed. I'm much closed.
I still don't know how God could take him away from us so fast that I couldn't do anything.
I couldn't even touch his hand before he went into eternal sleep.

I'm SUCH A SUCKER!!!

Now that I cannot listen to his voice again. I even tent to write an essay about his experience in wars and keeping worldwide peace.
But now, no more can I do.
Time is a killer, eventually you will die. By that time, whether you going to your eternal sleep with a smile or tears depends on how you live your life. So live it as meanifully as possible, cause everyone can live for just once in a lifetime. Be responsible with your life.