FAILED

Now  I know how to call something failed. Me failed. =(
I have been proud of me for a long time. Now I just realized that I'm nothing.
I know that depressed feeling is not good at all. But I just want to keep on that feeling now. Nothing can light me up this time cause I know me now.
Let old me go, then find a new one. That's such a hard thing anyone can complain. To find a new you, it's not that hard, but day by day you will find out you have changed. For good or bad it depends on you.
Now I just want to sleep and forget about all the things I see tonite. I'm gonna be lonely for a while.
Please!! let me be alone.